Well that was a far longer break than I expected or wanted from here! A combination of sick children, Christmas, moving house and a broken lap top all stood in the way of any type of writing from me.
We are now (almost) settled into our new home, I have a working lap top and the children are as well as they ever will be – all 3 have colds and 2 are teething but I can cope with that 🙂
Once again after such a long break there is far too much to catch up on, so I just won’t even try. This is my first post of the year so I will start afresh. It’s time for me to start looking forward and not keep focusing on the past.
I have been feeling slightly unsettled lately, emotionally not physically, and I can’t quite put my finger on the reason for this. I’m not sure if it’s just the change I am seeing in my children. Tabitha is growing fast now, almost six months. At this point with the boys we had just started to introduce solid food into their diets, but with Tabitha I aren’t even starting to think about doing that yet. To me she is still my little newborn! I’m trying my hardest to let go of those feelings, I know she must grow, it’s a physical impossibility that a baby will be a baby forever, but that doesn’t make it any less hard. At the moment though despite her age I know that Tabitha isn’t ready for any solid food, she can’t sit and she still has the tongue reflex to push things away. This doesn’t stop people looking at me like I’m crazy when I say her age but we aren’t starting weaning yet. But really, what is the rush? Peoples favourite topic at the moment seems to be when I will give her food! Why does everyone feel the need to rush babies into eating? If there was something wrong and the baby wasn’t growing or gaining weight then I can understand it but if you could see Tabitha you would see that is not the case! She’s happy, I’m happy, why is the outside world not happy? I aren’t saying that I want to keep her on just breast milk forever, but if we get to seven or eight months and haven’t started weaning, is it really the end of the world?!
I am doing what I feel is best and that is following my baby girl’s lead. People out there can keep judging me as much as they want but I know my children best 🙂